The trip was great! I had a blast. I want to go back lol

not gonna write much but just wanted to say that i loved it! the plane (to Dallas) was scary felt like it was dropping when we were in mid flight. second flight (to St. Louis) was ok but i had a real bad pop in my ear and it filled with fluid (where that came from, i don't even know). When i got off the plane, I couldn't hear at all. It sucked and of course i got made fun of because they were talking to me but i couldn't hear them. Ended up being the next day that i was able to hear. when we got there we stayed up until 6 am the next morning. i stayed up talking to her. (turns out the sun is up by 5:45!!) i slept for maybe three hours then had to get up to go to Amanda Barron's wedding and be her maid of honor. Oh i loved it! it was so beautiful, I silently cried internally, only tearing up externally. i wish i had took more pictures. i loved meeting his parents. his dad was a real sweetheart (now i see where Tim gets it from :P) and his mom was so caring. I really wanna go back. we stayed with Josh and Amanda H. There was a moment that there was too much fun so, Tim got hurt. (still waiting on that video). That wasn't the whole trip but there is just some highlights. I will write the whole trip soon.

LESS THAN A WEEK!!

Been running around for everybody except me. But oh well, I like staying busy. Went and visited my old high school yesterday and it was pretty cool being up there again but knowing I passed that stage of my life. It was an awesome feeling. A sense of accomplishment.
My room turned into a shit hole again. Mom put a couch in my room and so it has made it hard to move around the room. It is supposed to come out to today.
Today I pick up Tim but I have to return him tomorrow morning for duty. Last night we were talking and he was in a bad mood so he when he went to bed he didn't say I love you. I don't care if you are extremely pissed at someone, if you love them, you make damn sure you tell them before you close your eyes at night. Even when I am pissed at him and he is here, I give him a kiss and tell I love him and then I go to sleep. If he isn't here, I tell I love him and that I am going to bed. Never go without telling the people you love how you feel. Life is short and can be shorter than you think so don't go without saying I love you.

Question of the day: Do you go to bed without saying I love you if you are upset?

still T -14 days :)
I am really happy about going on this trip, just hope it not raining. Been busy cleaning. Turns out Mom is not having surgery today so she will be home in a bit. Not writing much but just saying that I feel good today. I love rain and it is storming outside. I love when the rain stops but it is cool and the air feels cool and moist. Oh and if anybody knows where I ca get a partition a.k.a. screen floor a.k.a. room divider, it would be much appreciated.

T -14 days
got the room done. have one pile that I just can't figure out what to do with it. I believe I got a job at Michaels as a stocker. Gonna call tomorrow to see how the background check went and shtuff. The trip is like right around the corner. I'm anxious about going. Think I might take a book to read and some headphones to listen to music. Kind of want a window seat but probably won't get it. Might jump a seat to get it though. Maybe Tim will get it. If he does, I am totally going to lean over to look. I wanna watch the ground as we take off. Kind of a way to show myself that I am taking a new step in life. Flying on a plane for the first time and leaving the state for the first time that I can actually remember, big steps in life. I think I might record my trip but I'm not sure yet. All I know is that I am beginning to get anxious and just want to do this. I want to live the experience already. So until then, I will be counting down the days and beginning to gather things to take with me. First item on the list: A good book!

T-17 days
I'm losing my mind... everything is getting to me. been trying to get a job and nothing is working.

T-22 days
Been cleaning most of the day about to go to bed. Started to rearrange my room, funny how it looks worse. I guess it goes to show that saying, "It gets worse before it gets better." Lol I'm beginning to get excited about having a new room arrangement and getting rid of some stuff that other people could use elsewhere. Got an eye appointment tomorrow at 10:15. Big ol' pupils! They make texting hard. I am a little nervous about flying and just the trip in general, but I'm sure I will be fine I have at least two people that like me there, in Illinois. I just really want Angela and Duane to like me. I know Teri likes me, which is awesome. Well, I'm not staying on long, going to bed. Peace, Punch, Cap'n Crunch..... not finishing that, even though I really want to lol

Been so busy cleaning that i can't write much. But I am commencing countdown. T minus 23 days