10:24pm-
Anxiety- A bitch in life that tends to mess with your mind. Yes, we have all experienced it whether you know it or not... I know I have experienced it. I am experiencing it now...
  I have back pain and don't know why. I have been for a couple days now, thought maybe it was a one time thing but it didn't seem to go away. Ibuprofen helps but doesn't resolve the problem.
  I'm a little nervous about this trip that we are planning to take. I'm afraid that his family won't like me... Yes, I care about what others think of me but, only some people, not everybody though.
  I'm gonna ask my doctor about maybe seeing a therapist to talk to about some of the things that go on in life. I have a doctor's appointment for my back and some other issues tomorrow. It will be nice to know some of the anxiety will be resolved.
  I don't put all my business out on this blog because there is just some things that not really anybody needs to know. I tell Tim everything because secrets create distance. Saw an old friend today and realized I have grown up alot because I remember the shit he used to pull. I remember thinking he was cool because he got to do the shit he did. But now I just think he is a dumbass with a ticking time bomb just waiting for him to get caught. Its amazing how much a person can differ from others but yet, somehow, still have common social connections. Well I'm off and heading to shower. Have to get up for doctor appointment then after possibly go play disc golf or frisbie golf. Peace.