7:21pm
I think I might just put my phone away for the day. Feeling really down today. Chest is hurting because I haven't really got the chance to speak to Tim. Is it possible to actually feel your heart hurt? I know that my chest hurts. I also know that my stomach hurts because of nerves. I have been so worried about Tim. I hadn't spoke to him in almost a day. I know I shouldn't have worried but it just not like him... He contacted me earlier but I am still hurting. Funny, I want him to contact me but I don't wanna talk on the phone. Does anybody have any ideas on how to calm nerves?