7:37pm
I applied to Michael's craft store. Before you continue reading this post, keep in mind that this is a rant on myself. I'm tired of feeling like a low life. I'm tired of feeling like i'm not good enough to keep a job. I'm gonna start applying places, just no fast food places or grocery stores. (They gross me out.) I'm tired of Tim having to pay for everything. I'm tired of not having money, and having to sit around the house. I have two friends. I should be hanging out with them while I am still here. But I am a loser and have no money because a stupid woman wants to pay me only $5 an hour. So when I ask if there is any way that we can up the pay to about $8 an hour, you know where it's not against the law, she fires me because her husband was paying me $1.66 extra. So my pay was coming out to $6.66.... (should've been a sign.) I need a better job. Babysitting just won't cut it anymore. I wanna be able to go shopping and hang out with the only two friends that I have. I wanna be able to pay for things when Tim and I go out places. I have fallen into a depression and didn't realize it until my Mom mentioned it. I need a job so I can get out of this stooper. I need something that can consume some of my time and I can gain money from it. Any ideas?